What's happening to me?

Boredom strucks me.

As time goes by, i could feel i'm dying with life.

'Enjoy' defines nothing at all.

Zero!

I slapped hard on my right cheek and then to my left.

It hurts.

The pain goes through the veins and to the heart.

I'm sick and tired of going through all this.

I might smile, i might laugh - u might see those, but they're fake.

One word to describe my life again - BOREDOM.

Full of boredness.

Boring. N truthfully from the bottom of my bored heart...i'm telling you...

I'M BORED!

Salam..





Selamat Hari Raya to all my Muslim friends! :)





Its only the 5th day of Hari Raya, n i see Dd like...'beraya sakan!!!!' Hahaha.. Me? Went out only on the first day. Visited my 'setahun-sekali-je-jumpe' aunties n uncles..n its all so funny. Esp my Mak Long... "Anim takde salah eh ngn mak long, jumpe setahun sekali je..takya mintak maaf eh, salam cium tgn je k?" N mak long said.. "Hah! Yelah.. kau duduk kat kerusi sana, meh mak long je yg mintak maaf ngn kau..." Hehehe...





Kiut lah mak long!





But the stressful part...every house i went to mesti tanya soalan nie... "Bile nak kawin nim? Kak nana next yr bln 10,nak kawin. Abg Shafie nak tunang bulan 1." Haiz... Bikin kpala gue pusing! Blm sampai seru psl bab2 jodoh ni, ape leh buat kan... Berserah aje lah!

Anyway, Yan's bday is coming. Taktau lah nak make it special tak. Tapi...entahlah. I've already forgave what he said de other time. Maklumlah... 2nd day raya, dia mintak maaf ngn aku.. but.. he said.. "Yan mintak maaf maaf eh tapi nanti yan buat lagi." Hmmphh!!

Oh yah, this Sat ade jemputan kat rumah cik yati.. Mesti ramai giler ni pelajar2 madr aljunied. Nak kene tempuh gerun yg pertama. Den...rumah nurinah ade open hs.. Nak kene tempuh dan rempuh gerun yg kedua pulak. Ish! U noe, i noe, public duno.. Hee...

K lah, tgk nanti amcm Sat nie.. Will update again.. Toodles!

Salam!


Ooh my..... Been so loooong since i last updated. N i mean LOOONNNGGG,ok?! Haha.. I kinda forgot abt my all this bloggy stuff eversince...emm...eversince....emm...i really can't remember tho'! Hahah..


Currently not working, as i had migraine. N maybe this migraine made me remember bout' my blog. Hee..!


N yah...Hari Raya is just next wk. Gosh! N im like doing nothing. I don't know if i should buy a new baju kurung, coz for i wat think, i might be going out on the 1st day of Raya with family n 2nd wk, with friends. N i've got lots of baju kurung.. Haha.. *Badan empunya ada 1..tapi baju belambak..pakai pulak time jemputan n raya.. ;p tsk tsk... Kan Upin n Ipin dah ajar berjimat! "Betul tuh! Betul betul betul.." *


Anyway, at my working plc, there's a new team leader in my team. Well, not so new, been a mth already.. Haha.. N he's like, so hardworking ok. N there's so much things that me n de whole team need to do. Well, maybe its time for us to buck up...


:)))


Ok lah, i'll update again,soon. I hope. Hehee....


Toodles!

'Cinta-Kenapa-Aku'

Harlow!


Its been like 3mths since i last blogged. Damn.. So much work..been so busy with life. Problems just keep on popping up. At home, at work, my personal life.. Too much too handle.


BIG mess!


I just don't understand myself. Why do i get influenced so easily? Do i really care for their feelings? Do i really love them...or is it just because of sympathy? A thousand and one 'why's and do's'; in my mind.


I'm already 22, but i still don't know i really want in life.


Somebody....
Save me...
=(

Im counting down the number of hours left to....................... ehem!


Bad news n good news.


Well, it was abit cocked up just now. Went to send the cake to The Straits Kitchen (Hyatt Hotel) but they say tonight's fully booked. N im in the waiting list! Waddeheck! I enquired abt it 3 wks ago, n she told me i don't have to reserve coz normally wkdays is not packed. Hrmmmphh!! Then i had to ask the opposite hotel (Royal Plaza) @ Carousel. Theirs has vacant...BUT... No outside food allowed, which means... THE CAKE CANT BE BROUGHT IN. Only cakes purchased in their hotel can be consumed. *Mcm siak kan?!* I was abit upset though. But i still tawakkal aje n booked both restaurants. Both regulations states that reservation not taken within 15 minutes will be cancelled. *Lagi mcm siak!* I don't know whether friend can make it on time...coz friend's working. *Sigh*


Just after i reached back to school, soemone called n said that my seats is confirmed n not in the waiting list anymore HOWEVER i have to reach by 7.30pm, or else by 7.45pm, it'll be taken up by others. *Siak...siak...siak!*


Oh boy.... I pray hard everything will go smoothly. Coz it's gonna be friend's very first bday celebration in friend's life, ever! Hahakx! *Kesian...*


Anyway, Happy 'ehem-ehem' Birthday to u Friend! May Allah bless u n help u to get thru ur tough journey in life. Whatever it is u still have ur bestfriend (Tonggek... oops! Hahaha...) n me, of course! <-- perasan nyer!


Wokay then, will update again...soon...abt the whole event...(if i aint lazy lah.... *winks*)


Toodles~!

Salam.


After 7 hrs of sitting in class learning mandarin, (which is just for today) got my head abit of a headache. It happened so fast. Its already de 4th wk of lesson. 2 more to go. Woohoo! But don't assume i can really conversed in mandarin. Heee..



Oh well, today marked my very first time wearing a pair of Lee(jeans) which costs $109. I got nervous, n i actually felt so 'sayang' wearing it. Hahaha.. Gosh, i've never bought myself a pair of ORIGINAL jeans. All that i've ever bought, i swear, is 'ciplak'! Haha.. N for goodness sake, im getting fatter! Had to wear a bigger size after maintaining my size from 17 yrs old(Sec. 5) till im 20 yrs old. Now is already a different size. Hmmphh!



Geee... Pay is next week. Plus de bonus! Wah! Cant wait for it.. No matter what, savings comes first. N most prob, i'd be going Sentosa with de 2 gorgeous guys. *kwang kwang kwang* *winks*



Wokay then, gtg. Zai jian.. (Bye)



Hehehe!



Oh yar, Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha to all Muslims! :)

Salam Alaik.


Been awhile since i last update. Ups n downs, highs n lows. Alhamdulillah,im still able to take it.


Well, just a few updates abt what happened recently. Last 2 weeks ago, i went for my company's family day held at Singpore Zoo. N...just my luck to have won 4th prize in the lucky draw, *Won a dvd player* :)))


N just 2 days ago, received a letter from HSBC, n i won myself a $500 TANGS shopping voucher! Cool right?! Once again... Alhamdulillah. *Tuhan tu maha Adil* Disebalik kesedihan dan kedukaan, terselit kebahagiaan utk ku.. Amin. :))



Maybe my destiny in love isn't that great. But, im still strong enough. Oh well, im still young ok. There's lots to pursue. No worries Hanim. :)


N yerps, i miss my mum soooo much! Have not seen her for the past 1 wk! *Sigh* Most prob, i'd be going back 'home'. Dgr2 sedare dr kampung (Penang) nak dtg. Can't wait to meet them!



Oklah, someone's bday is coming up. Aku tgh perah otak nak fikirkan what's de best thing to be given as surprise. Hmmm... *Perah nim, jgn tak perah!* Hehehe...